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The Six of Wands

 
 

The Six Of Wands Tarot Card Meaning

Congratulations are in order for a success in your life recently.

The Six of Wands is a card of triumph and victory and says that currently you are in a place in your life where you have the right to feel proud. Of course, too much pride can get in your way, so you want to be sure you aren’t getting over-confident but all in all things are looking up for you. Typically this card will appear in a reading after some sort of test of wills. It is not a fluff card that represents small successes. Rather, this is a time of congratulations on something larger in your life. You can feel proud that you have put forth your best effort.

With the symbolism in the card we get the feeling that it is referring to emotion and material gain in your life represented by the colors green and blue. There is a rider with atop a white horse of victory and even his wand has a laurel tied to the top hanging like a banner. The card announces that you can celebrate in your own right. You are the master of your own destiny and your actions alone have set you on the correct path.

The card is very individualistic with a strong emphasis on what you have done correctly. Now is a time to be proud in yourself but not everything is roses. Understand that your success may attract negative attention by others who are jealous or envious of your achievements. Steer clear from those that would potentially want to see you knocked down a couple of pegs and secretly root for your failure. There is always that one person who is dissatisfied with their own lot in life that will not be happy for you. The Six of Wands serves as a reminder that not everyone around you can be taken at face value.

This is also a time in which you may feel an expansion emotionally or spiritually. You may feel a high from the rush of adrenaline for conquering the issues in your life as of late. Do not allow your confidence and joy to get too carried away. The battle that you have faced is over and you have succeeded. Allowing your exuberance to knock you off your guard in other areas can be detrimental, especially in court or legal battles.

***NOTE: Should you find your victory is related to legal issues specifically be prepared for an appeal or someone that will try to question the judgment in some way. You have a good standing for success but don’t allow communications or bragging to trip you up. Be mindful of texts, emails, letters, and verbal interactions so that they do not get taken out of context later and used against you.

The Six of Wands in Love

The Six of Wands is a great card for love in that it denotes a coming together between two or more people. Often the card is seen when people are combining families in marriage or situations involving children. It can be a successful sign regarding custody issues or introducing your partner to your family. Anything to do with celebration, joy, and sharing news of your success is represented by the Six of Wands.

Now is a great time to think about what you want out of a relationship and to vocalize it. The fiery nature of the card does offer a warning about being too optimistic or rushing into things. You are in a good place right now and it’s a great idea to discuss what you want… but don’t put the cart before the horse. Right now it’s simply an idea you are putting out there. Do not expect action right away.

Another meaning that is associated with the Six of Wands is focusing on the positive rather than the negative. In all truthfulness, this lesson is felt in many of the wands cards because it is a fiery and passionate suit. With the Six of Wands, opposed to other cards in the wands suite, the emphasis is on celebrating the good and putting complaints or arguments on the back burner for a while. It can be a sign to wipe the slate clean in a relationship or give a pass to your partner regarding a recent disagreement. Lay down your swords, now is not the time to fight. Find common grounds in your relationship and explore new hobbies or interests together. Focus on the ways in which you and your partner fit and realize the flaws that are in your relationship would probably be in any relationship that you have. The issues going on around you right now are trivial in comparison to the big picture. Don’t allow negative focus to mess up a good thing.

The Six of Wands As Feelings

To draw the six of wands somebody's feelings towards you is a very positive omen. The card can signify partnership, marriage and soulmates. It can mean that the other person feels you are the soulmate a life partner. The most important thing is to try and keep the relationship and even steel and not be too wrapped up in the love and happiness that seems to be clowning your life at the moment. Try to think of the practical side of being in such a relationship and how this link can impact upon your overarching future. Nevertheless, it is important for you to remain happy, joyful and successful in your partnership.

The Six of Wands Love Reconciliation

In the face of darkness and unkindness you will get back together. The pain is behind you and the future is bright. Think about the spread being a celebration of your love. If the card is reversed it can mean you could get back together but not for a while.

The Six of Wands Yes Or No

The six of wands upright is a definite “yes” card. This is a tarot card of celebration and recognition efforts made in the past. It's as if suddenly the future is clear and the strife, turmoil and disappointment of the five of wands is well within the past. This is a super “yes” tarot card. I can also predict that further celebrations are coming.The Six of Wands Present - Upright and Reversed

The Six of Wands in Health

Most often the Six of Wands comes up concerning health and wellness after you have defeated illness. In the case where you have health concerns, the card tells you that you have a lot going on right with your body even if you have some issues. Now is a time to focus on what you have going for you rather than complaining or worrying about what might be wrong. Winning the battle is important even if the war is not officially over.

When you see the Six of Wands it is likely that you will be in a good place emotionally. However, that being said, when someone asks for a health reading they usually are having concerns. If this is you and you don’t think everything is alright regarding health the cards are telling you that having a positive attitude is the best thing that you can do for your health right now. Likely your illness of the health of the person you are worried about is taking a turn for the better. Continue on with feelings of positive in order to manifest more positive results.

The Six of Wands in Work and Wealth

The Six of Wands is a card representing gain and wealth financially. In this card it shows that the momentum of your money is moving in a direction of success. Whatever you are doing right now, keep on doing it! With the energy around you there is a lot of luck and you will continue to see an upswing. Because of your success you still have to be reminded that there may be others that are not as happy to see you succeed as you are. With money and wealth of any kind, also come people that want to take advantage or use you for their own financial gain. Do not allow people to grasp on to your coattails at this time as their actions can end up brining you down. Focus on your own finances and work situations based on YOUR actions. Do not rely on a team to bring you prestige. Now is a time to let yourself shine. It is not selfish to want to get ahead and there is nothing wrong with guarding your work and ensuring that you get the credit that you deserve!

The Six of Wands As Advice - Upright and Reversed

For advice, pulling this tarot card means you need to ensure that you take the time to enjoy the current. Don’t look back with regrets. Also, things are not always what they seem. In every happy picture, there is the pain that had to be experienced in order to be happy. We learn to be happy through our misfortunes. Therefore, in spreads, the advice of this card is to remain positive and be grateful for today.

The Six of Wands Past - Upright and Reversed

It is interesting that the parade seen in the card is shown as an actual victory in real life. Of course, this is a triumph. The six of wands in the past indicates you’ve had victory. As this is a wands card it can represent the suit of fire. It can show the energy has completed and happiness has manifested. The five of wands has broken down the difficult defenses and the spiritual forces in the four of wands such as the armor has now gone - there is a marriage that has appeared and has taken place before two people. Reversed the card can mean the acknowledgment of victory but this was not celebrated that much. It can mean simple stirrups and guided but mishandled.

The Six of Wands Present - Upright and Reversed

The six of wands is a celebration card about beauty and harmony and the order has been arranged. This is a fantastic card to draw in your present it means a public victory is taking place. The Astro sign of this card is associated with this card is Leo,  being a fire sign it indicates the desire to bring harmony in truth. The six battens represent current success. If the six of wands appear reversed in the present this could indicate a victory that something was underhand. 

The Six of Wands Future and Outcome - Upright and Reversed 

The six of wands is connected to a successful outcome in a future position this is a fantastic card to appear. It can indicate that in the future success will be yours despite difficulties and obstacles you may have found in the past.

There is something significant that is going to materialize in your world and equally, you may find yourself in the spotlight. The six of wands can mean that true celebration will be yours. Generally in an outcome position for relationship questions, the six of wands can indicate that a marriage or partnership that will last a lifetime. In a reversed position drawing this card for the future can indicate that there are “blocks” in a relationship and this needs focus.

The six of wands to appear in the future position, this can indicate that victory and success will soon be yours. The trouble and strife and conflict which has been seen in the five of wands has now come to an end. This tarot card implies that you have gone through the difficulties in life and it is time now for justice and happiness to be served. At times, this can be great for love relationships can indicate the pairing of two soulmates. I've often seen this card represent marriage weddings and celebrations and it can also mean that you still need to remain levelheaded even though money and how is going to be yours for the taking.

Six of Wands In Friendship

The six of wands in friendship we obviously see a “celebration taking place” this is a positive omen for any friendships or relationships. If opportunities are offered for friendship then this is a tarot card showing that they should be taken. The knowledge of the tarot is handed down through generations and generations and this card has always been a positive omen in any reading. It is well known that this card holds an ancient symbol of friendship in connection with two people.

The Six Of Wands Reversed

Reversed Meaning - Six of Wands

Because the Six of Wands is such a positive card, even in the reversed position it retains it’s positive meanings. When the card is reversed the effect may be lessened or the celebratory reasons may be smaller but there is still a good energy around you. Be proud of even smaller steps towards a larger goal and congratulate yourself that you did not quit or give up when others likely would have. The one direction that the Six of Wands gives when in the reversed position is a reminder that at this time you could be doing more. If you try focusing on creative solutions and innovative ideas you could find the Six of Wands returning in a future reading right side up and then feeling the full force of success in your life. This can also mean that you are too optimistic as well. Remember that while it is great to be jazzed about little accomplishments, the big picture is not yet fulfilled. Do not allow your enthusiasm to make you lose sight of the task at hand and keep going ahead or moving forward for a bigger and complete reward.

In the present position of a tarot spread, drawing the six of wands it's a fantastic omen for the future. It foretells prosper prosperity, riches and growth. I've often seen this card represent a wedding or union of two people in the celebrations around that. It could be that there is a project moneymaking idea that has come interpretation. In a career spread the present position of the six of wands represents victory and success Coe currently in relation to all aspects of life. Even though this is a minor Arcana card it can represent monetary success so you should find that any financial problems or burdens are likely to be turned around. From a spiritual context if you gain the six of wands in your current position and suggests that you will have a wide range of abundance leadership going forward.   The Six of Wands as Feelings 

Love and Romance - The Six of Wands Reversed

Love reading if you have drawn the six of wands reversed this can indicate that no matter what you seem to do never seems to work out for the best. It can be as if you are spiritually blocked from a love perspective. Often, this card can appear when there is been a number of failed relationships you can't seem to find the right person. The six of wands reverse can also appear when there is a relationship that shouldn't naturally be carrying on. So easy to remain comfortable and stay in a relationship because you're scared of the future. The sex of one's often appears when there is a chance that needs to be taken all that you need to think deeply about what you really want from life.The Six of wands reversed Personal spirituality 

Whilst the upright reading of the six of wands indicate success, money, wealth and material attainment the reverse meaning can signify possible spiritual loss or failure in a business context. It can suggest that there may be some arguments or broken promises which is impacting on your personal goals.

Health and wellness - The Six of Wands Reversed

The six of wands in regards to health can suggest that there will be some delays but if you have any health concerns then all difficulties will be resolved. The six of one’s peers in the reverse position it can indicate laziness and a difficult work ethic.

Family and Home - The Six of Wands Reversed

The reversed Six of wands tarot card in regards to family and home life indicates that you may experience a miscommunication. Even though the upright position indicates manifesting your desires, reversed can mean there is a blockage in the family. Maybe you feel problems with family members and the truth is not being shown? The six wands upright can suggest achieving high visibility in social gatherings.

Work and Finances - The Six of Wands Reversed

This is quite an interesting tarot card pulled for questions on work, money and general finances. After the harassment and difficulties of the five of wands, the six can indicate a possible delay in work or money. There may be an enemy who is going to show some type of betrayal. The card itself is connected to misfortune and being "let down" by others. Often, this card can appear when you are fearful or apprehensive about the future. If you have been trying to get a new job, this card can mean you just can't seem to find the right avenue of work. There is also something “missing” when the six of wands appears in the reversed position for work. Are you doing what you love? Do you need to think about a new career?

Personal Spirituality - The Six of wands reversed

The reversed six of wands appears when we are facing delaying blockages in our path. As we are all spiritual beings it is sometimes difficult for us to understand what is important. The six of wands reversed for general spirituality often occurs when we don't know how to focus on our lives and understand what other people need. It’s like a breath of wind - as the wind blows this way there are changes. Remember that change is important. You can change anything.

The Six of Wands Card Keywords Upright

  • Career success
  • Gaining insight
  • Strong attitude
  • Questioning identity
  • Managing people
  • Gaining awards
  • Acknowledgment
  • Pride
  • Domination
  • Popularity

The Six of Wands Tarot Card Reversed Card Keywords

  • Enemies
  • Abusement
  • Trauma
  • Snobbism
  • Greediness
  • Coldness
  • Emotionless
  • Suppression

The World

 
 
 

The World Tarot Card Meaning

The World is your oyster when you see this card in your reading.

Like with the Wheel of Fortune card, it is indicative that there is luck on your side and that the universe is looking at you favorably. However, when the World is present it says that things are definitely looking up and that what you want is at your fingertips, you simply have to reach out and take what you want. When you see this card in a reading it is a reminder that all things are possible and that there are endless forces at work that you can’t see.

This card is a very personal card. It is often compared to the Wheel of Fortune card because it carries similar weight and meaning. The main difference between the cards is that the World reflects the present and now. Even in a past or future position in a reading the card carries positive energies that affect your present standing. The luck from the Wheel of fortune card pays off and becomes true reward. The reward from the World card is similar to the feeling of winning or being triumphant. Thy symbolism on the card in the Rider-Waite deck is largely based on completion or reaching the end. The World is the last card in the major arcana of the tarot and at the point in which the story would normally start over. It can symbolize a prosperous end to an aspect in your life and new beginnings coming forth soon.

Now is a time to allow yourself to shine, relish in what you have accomplished, and perhaps even brag a little bit. There are aspects in your life that one would consider worthy accomplishments and it’s okay to take a little bit of time to celebrate them. Also, understand that with the ending of one journey that it is simply the beginning of another. Strive for greatness in a task that you are working to complete right now and be assured that the hard work you are putting in will pay off.

The World in Love

When a person in love finds the World card in their relationship reading they can know for certain that they are on the right track. Usually, you will see this card come up when one stage of the relationship has ended and things are ready to take a more serious turn. In a future position in a reading, it is very promising and shows the potential for growth and a deeper level in their relationship. Consider taking a step forward on your own in the relationship at this time. Whether it is moving in with your partner, making a purchase together, or if you have been thinking about having children now is an excellent time. The World also is a good sign of fertility in general. For women looking to get pregnant, it shows that the timing is also right.

This card talks about bounty, completion, and satisfaction. For those seeking love or feeling on the lonely side, it is a favorable sign that you are internally and emotionally ready to move ahead into something new. Consider how you have been coping with the past regarding love and you will likely find that a weight has recently been lifted or that you are feeling more ready to proceed to find something new

The World in Health

Regarding health, the World is a card of healing or defeating illness. Have you been feeling sick lately or worried about someone around you? The World bodes well for recovery and is often seen once the illness has passed. In some cases, it will also be a good indicator of mental or spiritual health as well. It shows that you have found completeness or a sense of happiness or peace that you have been much needing.

Specifically, concerning surgery or a trip to the hospital, this is a favorable card. Especially common, the World will present during times of intense worry in order to reassure you that you will be alright. At this point, everything has already been set in motion and you have done everything you can. Allow for help and assistance to increase health and let the professionals do their job.

The World in Work and Wealth

The World card brings news of wealth to the financial department and is sometimes accompanied by winning or finding a decent amount of money. It is not a good time to take risks… rather you should allow time right now for hard work to pay off. The work you have already put into place will find a reward for you. If you have been looking for a job you have likely already applied or interviewed for the job that you are going to get.

Reversed World

Reversed World in a reading

Like many reversed major arcana cards in the tarot, the World card carries an opposite meaning when in the reversed position. This card placed upside down indicates stagnation, lack of success, and disappointment. Consider what you have been putting a lot of energy into and seeing no rewards from. Focus your energies on healthy outlets and make sure that you are doing all you can to ensure positive outcomes. Avoid high-risk behavior or making drastic changes. You will likely know what area this card is referring to as the efforts you are putting out are stronger in one area of your life than all the others. Rather than indicating that everything is wrong in your life, the reversed World card is calling you attention to one aspect. The World is one of those cards that tend to be positive, no matter whether upright or reversed.

While upright it shows everything that you need or want at your fingertips and is positive for the future, the reversed World still states that you have opportunities around you, you’re moving forward and that positive situations are coming. However, changes may be slower than expected or not as great as initially anticipated. You may need to work harder to get the results you want. There may one more unexpected hurdle ahead of you. Don’t give up. You may feel like the weight of the world is resting on your shoulders, but the end is near. Keep moving forward, trusting in the original plan but being mindful of any changes that you can make to improve your chances of an outcome.

Associated Keywords: The World in reverse position: Reminder for self-reliance, Perseverance, Determination, Lackluster rewards, Feeling frustrated, Extreme stress, Fleeting success, Life lessons, Anticlimactic results, Narrow mindedness

World Reversed Love and Romance

For love, the World in any form indicates growth and symbolizes positive changes in the department of love. Romance is in the air but you want to be sure that you are making time for it. If you’re looking for love, chances are that you are about to find a potential partner without looking. There is someone for you out in the world and the reversed position of this card is a good sign that that person is close. You likely know your next potential lover but are not close friends. Keep an eye out for a special someone flirting with you and remember that love sometimes comes from where it is least expected. For those with an established relationship, the World card reversed shows slow but positive changes. It is a reminder that you may need to make more time for your partner or that you should let the little things go.

World Reversed Family and Home

When we see the World reversed, it often reflects on a person who is not seeing the whole picture. If a vacation or travel is in the works, be wary about your plans. There is a warning for you in this card saying that your travels may not go as planned. It’s not a horrible omen indicating danger, however, it can show travel delays and minor difficulties that may leave you feeling frustrated, especially if your travel plans are strict. Be flexible and you should come out okay. This is the same lesson for family interactions. Troubles at home are likely being caused by some narrow-minded beliefs, pickiness or critical thinking. Remember that your home and family are the foundations for your world. Encourage growth, seek opportunities for interpersonal connection and allow for others in your family to do their own thing. Consider ways that you may be judgmental or unfair regarding people who live in your home or that you consider family.

World Reversed Work and Finances

A good sign for new work and promotions, you’re going to get what you have worked for but unless you really polish your efforts at this time, you may not be as pleased with the results. Lack of flexibility or inability to go with the flow can restrict success. Consider your views about your work environment, people that you work with that may rub you up the wrong way and these feelings can be hindering your efforts to advance your position or finances. Take time to network and to think outside the box. Additionally, be mindful of your own attitude. Narrow-mindedness is a common association with the World reversed and chances are that you are not being fair in your assessment of others. On a larger business scale, the World reversed indicates business and government setbacks, symbolizing a hostile world or business environment wrought with friction, sometimes caused by a point of corruption within the ranks.

World Reversed Health and Wellness

In a reading regarding earthy topics of health, wealth or wellness, the World reversed shows a rigid or traditional world view that is stubborn in sticking to traditions. With the World reversed, you may want to check your health. Physically or mentally, you are likely feeling fatigued. Stressors in your life may have recently turned your life upside down, but realize that there is a lot of positive going on around you right now. The World reversed reminds you to take stock in small positive changes and to not to be too hard on yourself.

World Reversed Personal Spirituality

Consider the repeating patterns in your spirituality. These can be seen clearly when you focus on emotions that you feel on the regular. Your emotions are a good indicator of your overall spiritual wellness. With the World reversed in your reading, chances are you are feeling angst or lacking inspiration. Think about broadening your world sense, take from religions or cultures around the world or travel to see the world in a new way. If you have been actively working to manifest through spellwork, prayer or other means, the World reversed reminds you to be vigilant in your faith and to be mindful of negative thought patterns that may be thwarting your efforts. Incorporate awareness and mindfulness techniques into your practices, such as affirmations or positive mantras, to reinforce any desires that you may have been aiming for on a spiritual or magical basis.

The World Tarot Card Keywords Upright

  • A new order
  • Victory and success
  • Obsession
  • Someone thinks the world of you
  • Good health and strength
  • The world is your oyster

The World Tarot Card Reversed Card Keywords

  • Depression
  • Excessive demands from others
  • Opportunity to start again

The Moon

 
 
 

The Moon Tarot Card Meaning

The Moon is a very emotional and intuitive card.

Often it has to do with one’s mental state indicating sleep disturbances due to nightmares, waking terrors, or emotional negativity. It calls to light your deepest and darkest desires. When the Moon is present it is a time to be aware of how your physical health is being affected by your mental health. It can also represent being very aware to almost a hyper vigilant state, being over sensitive, and madness. Remember that fits of madness also often lend themselves to time of genius inspiration and if you are feeling exceptionally out of sorts that all of your pent up energy can be used for the greater good of your life. When you see the Moon know that right now things are not entirely okay in your life, but that is alright. Everything cannot always be perfect. The key to our own perfection lies in accepting our imperfections.

Remember that right now you are not alone. You may be in a seemingly hopeless situation and struck by panic, anxiety, or fear about an outcome. The goddess Isis rules over the Moon card and she is a mother and a guide. Having loss of hope does not mean that all is lost. Allow the mother energies of the moon to guide you and seek her guidance before making decisions. This can be done by prayer, seeking counsel professionally, or asking for support when needed.

All of the symbology of the card speaks a lot about the contemplation and meditative states in your life right now. A full moon looks down over a river with two dogs. The face of the Moon has been widely interpreted to be that she is frowning, judging, or in some way unhappy. The river and all water for that matter when it comes to tarot, is a spiritual indicator. The water is moving at an increased speed, just as your thoughts likely are right now. Usually it will represent some sort of quandary in your life where you are continuously running thoughts through your head and there is no silence. You need to allow your mind to wander at this time to get to the root of your problem.

Ponder whether you are making healthy choices for yourself at this time and pay close attention to mental exhaustion. You are likely to find that you have been driving those around you a little crazy with erratic behavior or being flaky. It is likely that you are going through something deep right now but be sure not to alienate those around you that truly love and care for you. Try to avoid asking questions of others intentions right now and work on accepting things for face value. While it is possible that someone around you is being deceptive, the Moon says that the truth will come out and your own suspicion will do nothing more than make the problem worse.

The Moon in Love

When you see the Moon in your love reading it is often a time of emotional turmoil. In dating and romance it is a time of bickering and deception. The Moon often tells you to ask questions in your relationship or to look for areas in which you are being duped. If you find that you are being swept off of your feet right now, it may be a good time to hold back and try to slow things down. During this time developing new relationships or furthering a current relationship too quickly will often burn out.

You want to watch what you say in relationships of all kind at this time. It is a time where miscommunications can run rampant and you may find that you regret opening up too much or saying something that you shouldn’t have. Be mindful of feelings and try not to offend. In the case of a new relationship it’s the Moon is a good reminder that you only get one chance to make a first impression. The energy behind the Moon is strong and wild. Like the tides you may feel that emotionally you are being pulled in many directions and unable to settle down. Realize that all things come in due time and that right now you are on a natural cycle. Wait for things to calm down in your love life before making a decision.

The Moon in Health

Often the Moon can indicate issues with mental health. For people that are diagnosed with mental issues such as depression, bipolar, or the like, the Moon is a reminder to keep taking your medication. Often lunar energies will interfere with one’s own mental state. Now is a time to take stock of the areas that are causing you undue emotional or spiritual pressure. Take a step back from these areas and allow things to calm down. Any disorder that is exacerbated by stress can flare up at this time. It’s especially important to be diligent about taking care of your own needs before extending yourself to others at this time. If you find that there are people around you that are more trouble than they are worth, creating needless drama, or generally having an unhealthy effect on you need to be cut away at this time. You have to take care of yourself before you can care for anyone else.

The Moon in Work and Wealth

Be frugal and keep your wallet close to your right now. Often the Moon will represent someone trying to swindle you or holding back on facts just so that you will make an uninformed decision. With the Moon present you have to be on your guard because you never know who or what is lurking in the night. This period of time is not going to last forever, but right now it is better safe than sorry.

In some rare exceptions the Moon will indicate a crazy idea that is too good to pass up. Often the card will reflect being over cautious or fearful in a situation. Because it is rare but can happen you may want to try to meet halfway. Do not be overzealous in your spending or investing in this time but be mindful that there is also a stroke of genius around you at this time. Pay close attention to what your instincts tell you rather than those around you. Even friends or family that mean well in their advice at this time can be misled. Be a leader, not a follower. Make your own decisions free of the guidance of others.

If you are one who is looking for work at this time, it may not be the best time for new ventures. You will have to be exceptionally mindful of the jobs that you apply for or interview with to make sure that you are entering into a good business contract. Do not be misguided in your search for work and be sure that you are seeking employment in areas that are going to make you truly happy. You don’t need another dead-end job at this time; you need to be seeking a career.

The Fool Reversed

Reversed Moon in a reading

The Moon card in the reversed position will indicate secrets coming to light, stability in mental health being restored, and show an enlightenment happening on your path. It can also indicate that you are in a need for rest. The Moon has chaotic energy that can be harnessed but in the reversed position with all of the symbolism of the card has no place. The need for introspection, meditation, and quiet is still there but there is no outlet for it. You may find that you are being run ragged and that while you need a break there is not the time or a way to break free and get much needed time to yourself. Chaos is ruling your life and eventually, if you keep at this same pace in your life you will crash and burn. Take charge of what avenues that you can and strengthen your resolve to finish with commitments at this time. Do not take on more until you are able to find time for yourself.